Monday, May 27, 2013
Thursday, May 23, 2013
I was depressed for reasons unknown It wasn't because of you.
You came up to me and asked,
"What's wrong with you today?"
I answered, "It's nothing, don't worry.
I promise I'll be okay."
You seemed to believe me
Though it wasn't true
I hated the lying
I wanted to tell the truth.
But that wasn't possible
I didn't even know what was wrong
All I knew was I was sad
And I'd felt like this for too long.
Sometimes you could make me smile
But it wasn't always enough
Depression was taking over
And it was becoming too much.
I knew that someday soon
I'd finally end my life
I had not eaten in weeks
And there was blood all over my knife.
When I'm gone, I want you to know
That this was something I just had to do
I was depressed for reasons unknown
It wasn't because of you.
"What's wrong with you today?"
I answered, "It's nothing, don't worry.
I promise I'll be okay."
You seemed to believe me
Though it wasn't true
I hated the lying
I wanted to tell the truth.
But that wasn't possible
I didn't even know what was wrong
All I knew was I was sad
And I'd felt like this for too long.
Sometimes you could make me smile
But it wasn't always enough
Depression was taking over
And it was becoming too much.
I knew that someday soon
I'd finally end my life
I had not eaten in weeks
And there was blood all over my knife.
When I'm gone, I want you to know
That this was something I just had to do
I was depressed for reasons unknown
It wasn't because of you.
Depession and Heartache,
Depession and Heartache,
The signs of the hurt.
The tears that flow forever,
Masscara on her shirt.
Nostalgia for her is common,
She remembers their dates.
What else would you expect,
From a girl whose heart breaks.
The signs of the hurt.
The tears that flow forever,
Masscara on her shirt.
Nostalgia for her is common,
She remembers their dates.
What else would you expect,
From a girl whose heart breaks.
There is a place just for me
There is a place just for me
I keep it under lock and key
It's my minefield to sweep
For in this place, only I go that deep
No love, only hatred, inside
Therefore, only I will abide
You cannot touch me when I'm there
This cross is mine, you see, to bear
I made this hiding place for me
And only I need to RSVP
So when you see that look of disdain
Please know my secret password is pain
I keep it under lock and key
It's my minefield to sweep
For in this place, only I go that deep
No love, only hatred, inside
Therefore, only I will abide
You cannot touch me when I'm there
This cross is mine, you see, to bear
I made this hiding place for me
And only I need to RSVP
So when you see that look of disdain
Please know my secret password is pain
The gush of wind blew my hair,
The gush of wind blew my hair,
Straight up to the unforgiving air.
Fall was peaking around the trees,
Leaves would pile high,
soon up to my knees.
Hello orange, yellow, and red,
Bye-bye June, July, and August,
hello Halloween.
The warmth is gone and won
Straight up to the unforgiving air.
Fall was peaking around the trees,
Leaves would pile high,
soon up to my knees.
Hello orange, yellow, and red,
Bye-bye June, July, and August,
hello Halloween.
The warmth is gone and won
Dancing with sweet feminism,
Dancing with sweet feminism,
above cemeteries of barren fields.
Inhaling a bitter scent of pessimism,
as my feet step over fallen leaves.
Arrogant gust recoloring dreams;
green to orange as yellow beams.
From deep inside the arid lands,
cold nips the warmth of my hands.
Steeped within this golden view
with all my senses remembering you
Consolation yet, refills my heart
as autumn begs spring to start..
Swaying around, with sweetness still
I sink deep within the yellowish hill
continuously breathing in hope until
Autumn dreams fall out of thrill..
By: Rania Moallem
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