There is a place just for me

There is a place just for me
I keep it under lock and key

It's my minefield to sweep
For in this place, only I go that deep

No love, only hatred, inside
Therefore, only I will abide

You cannot touch me when I'm there
This cross is mine, you see, to bear

I made this hiding place for me
And only I need to RSVP

So when you see that look of disdain
Please know my secret password is pain